There is this little red-haired girl who occupies a part of my heart. She was there before we even knew she was in my womb. I longed for her even when I didn't know that I could long for her. As she grew inside me my heart formed around this image of a little child with a unique personality and dreams and one who loved God. We didn't know she was a girl until she was born. And then, for a few long moments, we thought she had left us before we had even seen her face.
She was bright blue from the umbilical cord having been wrapped around her neck. Stillborn. Even our doctor considered it for a moment. But that baby was strong and courageous and responded to the doctor and nurses who worked on her and eventually she let out a beautiful cry. It was the most precious sound I have ever heard.
Courage. That tiny little one has lived up to her name even before birth. Long before she was born we had decided to name our child Riley, the Irish word for "courage". Her middle name is Josephine after my Grandmother who was a wise, kind, and courageous woman. If Riley becomes even half the woman my Grandmother was, she will be a beautiful reflection of God's love.
Riley is blessed with two older brothers, Tyler and Sam, who are nothing short of amazing in regard to their sister.
From the first day they "met" her, they have been helping and protecting her. To those around these three, it is evident that they are a team, a youthful "Three Musketeers". I have grand dreams for them and can't wait to see the reality of God's even better reality for their futures.
Time has flown with our little ball of Courage. In 2 1/2 months she will be three years old. In the coming weeks we will take down her crib and she will sleep in a twin bed, she has already started to potty train, and all the baby toys have been given away or packed away for a garage sale.
She is no longer a toddler wanting to be put in the baby swing,
but rather a daredevil who makes her "banana swing" go as high as her little body can make it go.
Naps are giving way to longer family trips and more adventures. Our youngest is becoming, truly, her own entity with ideas and plans and the ability to enact her plans!
Stay courageous and curious, little one.
The day awaits and new discovers are on your horizon!
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Entrance to the Blog World
Blogs. At one time blogs were just a distance scribble on the horizon. Gradually the scenery of our lives changed and the blog horizon grew closer as we deepened relationships with certain friends. Scribbles soon revealed letters, then words, then the terrain and scenery of the lives of others. And now the images on the horizon are gone and I stand firmly on the terra of this new world looking to a new horizon and the possibilities held in my own blog.
I have chose the title of this blog as a reflection of our lives. So much begins as a smudge or a faint line on some distant horizon and gradually over time becomes discernible and significant. Life choices made while "looking ahead" have such great hope for the future that lies at the edge of that horizon. And often sooner than expected the old horizon has become the plot of territory upon which we now stand and the horizon is again new and exciting. We anticipate, hope, and with great eagerness seek a clearer view.
And so let the journey to the horizon begin.
I have chose the title of this blog as a reflection of our lives. So much begins as a smudge or a faint line on some distant horizon and gradually over time becomes discernible and significant. Life choices made while "looking ahead" have such great hope for the future that lies at the edge of that horizon. And often sooner than expected the old horizon has become the plot of territory upon which we now stand and the horizon is again new and exciting. We anticipate, hope, and with great eagerness seek a clearer view.
And so let the journey to the horizon begin.
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